Ghost Town

I'm sitting here at my cubicle at work and there are only about 3 or 4 people in the office today.  It's Friday and we're still in the holiday season, so this is expected.  I usually have loads of work to do but I guess all my client's are not in their offices as well.  Slow day to say the least. 

My older brother came in today from South Carolina.  He's visiting for a week.  I haven't seen him yet.  I'm nervous - even with my own brother.  I hope this week goes well and it's not too heavy for me as far as my anxiety goes. 

I am off on Monday and I just want to enjoy the time off rather than agonizing over social situations.

Therapy is going.  Some days its an obvious amazing session and other days, I feel like my therapists probably thinks badly of me.  HOWEVER, we are working on this...not specifically what I think he thinks of me BUT how I think everyone thinks of me.  My thoughts and how they impact my anxiety.

My employer recently changed insurance providers, which kick in on Jan. 1st, so I have to cut down my therapy to every other week rather than every week.  The new insurance would now make my therapist out of network and I have to pay more out of pocket!! 

Until then...
DOASBW

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