Facebook

I have a Facebook account and all of a sudden I'm reconnecting with friends from high school and some from elementary school. I had this account for years but all of a sudden its been an overwhelming increase in contacts with old classmates.

I'm not sure how I feel about that. On one hand, it opens up old wounds but on the other hand, I'm glad to hear from these people.

But once again, I'm not sure how I feel about it. I guess its due to the fact that I feel like I'm not on their level of accomplishments and the reason I am not yet on the level that I wish I were on is because of my anxiety disorder.

I HATE SOCIAL ANXIETY! When I say its robbed me of my life, I'm not kidding. Its painful to deal with. It hurts to think about all the regrets I am left with. Although I try to be optimistic the facts remain the facts. I wasted years of my life. I can't get them back.

Until then...