Eating Disorders

I'm on a diet AGAIN. This time I am researching my options and will officially start day 1 on October 31st.

A co-worker of mine shared a story about her dealing with an eating disorder and I'm surprised she shared this info with me. Actually it was on her blog but she reached out to me in an email and sent me the link.

I wrote a blog entry on another myspace page that I have (which I will not share with you all at this moment because it has my photos, etc) and she replied offering to help me and be supportive as I go through my diet.

This girl is the perfect model size and she is tall...I would have never thought she has dealt with dieting issues. I'm surprised she shared this w/ me. I'm glad though.

Dietiing is hard especially at work b/c I have the urge to snack all the time and when I go out to lunch its so tempting to buy a meal and sit and eat partly b/c I want to get out of the office for the full lunch hour and if I don't sit and eat somewhere, what else is there to do?

Anyway, I hope this time I really lose the weight and get down to my ideal weight. Being overweight is not helping my anxiety problem at all.

I'm sitting on my bed now and my boyfriend is sitting on a beach chair that we bought. I'm on the computer (obviously) and he is watching The Goonies. How cute.

Well, that's all for tonight.

Until then...