I am back home in NY and I have mixed emotions about my hometown. I am sitting at an internet cafe on the lower westside and I am half depressed and half optimistic...if that makes any sense. I realize that my anxiety is far worse than I thought it was. While I was on my own in Arizona, I thought that maybe my anxiety was bad because I was away from my family but I looked at NY with rose colored glasses the whole time I was away. Now that I am back, I realize that no matter where I go, I will still have to deal with this problem. Moving to other cities will not change things...I have to make the changes from within myself.
I just want to thank everyone who have been writing to me and commenting on my blog. I promise I will be back soon to share more about what has been happening since I moved back to NY. I am in a hurry right now so I have to go.
Until then...
